(that album and band will always have a special place in my heart)


Sorry again that I have been absent for so long. The past two years have been hectic...and stifling. I had lost my creativity and passion, but I'm slowly getting it back. Sorry about large amount of favs...and small amount of comments. I'm often left speechless by all your works, and I'd rather fav and appreciate the piece in silence...then say "It's pretty" or "I love this" and have it be the end of it. I normally like to say why I love it or why I think it's gorgeous. But sometimes there are really too many things to mention, and I'm too distracted by my jaw dropping to really say anything of value.


But still, I've looked at all the deviations...well almost all. Still working on getting through all of them. Thank you for all the favs and comments/thank yous. I really do appreciate it.


As for what I've been up to:


Taking loads of pictures


Going to Maine for my cousin's wedding- I was eaten alive, ONLY my knees were sunburned, and I took over 2000 pictures in 4 days (it would have been more... if I had another memory card)


Finished my first year of College. I'm a little surprised I survived. I am currently repeating the cycle of loans and trying to find an apartment to last me the year. I'm heading up to Boston later...today (it is in the AM after all) to go see another apartment.


Apartment hunting should be it's own separate line...with all the difficulties and disappointments I've had in the past 2 months. Being an undergrad AND 19 makes getting an apartment in Boston so much harder. Anyway 2 close calls, numerous unanswered emails, tons of rejections (do you know how hard that is too swallow...when you're rejected in a TEXT MESSAGE after you JUST called and left a message with the realtor to say you need an application), wasted trips to Boston because of said rejections...getting to know the Train schedule pretty damn well....You get the idea

Warped Tour....I ended up going alone even though a friend was originally going to go with me. Was still fucking awesome even though I almost suffocated a couple of times. Damn Crowd surfers who don't understand that the crowd is made up of really short girls who've never dealed with crowd surfing before...and have no upper body strength (and that the crowd surfers are taller and heavier than said girls. I had to save so many) Bah! Oh well. I'm pleasantly sore (I know, I'm weird) and I loved all the bands I saw/heard. Of course the ringing in my ears hasn't stopped yet. I'm hoping they do soon.

Anyway, I'll hopefully finish catching up with all your devs, comments and journals. And maybe I'll post some pictures. I've become very insecure about them...and the more awesome photos I see (done by other people), the more I just want to give up. But I'm stubborn and I refuse. I shall simply have to get better. Although with all the problems and stress I've been going through...like I said my creativity has run dry and I'm only just starting to get it back.

And for those who know what Sing the Sorrow is and who it's by...A) You're awesome and B) I put it as the subject because I listened to it a lot when I just wanted to escape from all my problems, and whenever I listened to it, I felt content...I wasn't alone anymore. When I went to Warped Tour, I might have gone alone, but I didn't feel that way. I was truly happy and content. I haven't felt like that in a long time.


So thank you music/band members/staff/security/fans for being there when I needed you most.

P.S. Not feeling neglected... but the emoticon won't change for me. Apparently it still feels neglected and for that I am sorry. I shall have to pay more attention to it.